My 10,000th post.

Nothing special but a milestone in itself. 

At like 12 am, i think about all the time i wasted after school and i am like ah i wont do that tomorrow and its tomorrow and its the same routine …wasting time.

And then all the shows i have yet to watch comes to mind and i become a slave to my overwhelming emotions

And later i drown in a sea of regret

i feel like i have so much to do but i am too lazy to do anything
and in the end i regret it and i know i am going to regret it but i am too lazy
and i hate it but I don’t do anything about it because i am too lazy

Shakespeare and Newton’s Laws at 3 am. Life is just great now. 

I always regret procrastinating but end up doing it again and again. I know it is foolish. It can’t be helped.

My id is too strong. ha! Using something I learned in school. wow. 

Coffee, you are my true friend. Just keep me awake through school tomorrow. 

"I am awfully greedy; I want everything from life. I want to be a woman and to be a man, to have many friends and to have loneliness, to work much and write good books, to travel and enjoy myself, to be selfish and to be unselfish."
- Simone de Beauvoir  (via anochercushion)

I am honestly so much more content sitting in my room alone at night smiling to myself as I watch my favorite t.v. shows, than out in in uncomfortable situation that involves me pretending to be having the time of my life with boring people, who don’t care about me, doing pointless things. 

"Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say."
- Mitch Albom (via leezymeezy)

Coulda, Shoulda, Woulda.

Well I didn’t. arghh. why life? 

Full of regrets. Dammit! 

"One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for someday. And then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life."
- (via noeu)